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sekarang aku mulai merasa perlu merencanakan perjalanan to experience this life. abis masa hidup di dunia cuma ‘jago kandang’ doang. so, my planning for traveling dalam waktu dekat adalah (amin..amin..amin):

1. Pulau Sempu

2. Karimun Jawa (kalo gelombang air laut dah ga tinggi)

3. Pulau Ayer

udah segitu dulu. ntar kalo kebanyakan dan ga kesampean, bete lagi yg ada. doain ya teman2.

let’s experience this life…

actually it’s fun working in here. every day’s like holiday. but i need holiday except in ancoool. coz when i walk in to Dufan or Atlantis, it feels like working. i can’t pretend those feelings.

jadi, teman-teman yg belum kerja, nikmatilah waktu senggangmu selagi bisa. karena kalo dah kerja, susah banget jalan2 ke tempat yg kita suka brg temen2. duuh.. kangen bgt traveling. :’(

above everything in my work…
i practically learn lots of great tasks and experiences here.
i should say alhamdulillah, praise My Lord for having this job.
i will try to make my life well-balanced, although it’s hard.

the truth is…
reality bites sometimes,
bad thing happens,
but everything has bright sides and nothing is perfect in this life.

ohya, one point…
true friends are important. with them, life would become easier. so keep them very well.

have a good day, pals.

"so little time, so much to do" (arkarna)

i felt like a robot
i had no feeling
i felt like don’t need friends to talk, to share
i became an individual person
i didn’t feel my sense of humor anymore
i lost myself

that happened because of my passion of works
i couldn’t manage my time so well

but now i realize that life isn’t about works works works
i should not forget other things in life
i still have people around me to share with
i still have heart for everyone that i would be loved
i still have more amazing plans to do
i still have times to create my dreams, which are so plenty

anyway, i try to figure out how to balance my life
between path and happiness
help me Ya Allah
amiin

I want somebody to share sanity of my life
somebody…
who will accompany me traveling anywhere
who will laugh when I’m joking
who will understand me when I’m down
who will be next to me, no matter what
who will care for me in a passionate way
who will see things differently with me
who will say words that make me smile
who will spend the rest of life together with me

too naive, isn’t it?

Ketika keinginan melebihi kemampuan

Ketika impian melebihi kapasitas

Sebaiknya cari celah, teman

meskipun hanya sebesar titik

Untuk bisa berpikir jernih dan realistis

Supaya kita mampu menyelamatkan diri

From emptiness that you’ll never wish to imagine

Per se, life is an enormous cruelty that should we face.

Anyway, aku nulis gini karena keinginan aku banyak banget. Tapi belum tercapai semua. Cape deh! Ada satu titik di mana aku bener-bener kosong, stuck, feel useless, dan empty itu tadi. Gilaaaa, ngeri banget. Bisa gila kalo lama2 diturutin. Manusia yang ga bisa mengatasi kegundah-gulanaan (masing2 org tentu aja beda titik kelemahannya) kaya gitu pasti gila. Makanya aku coba untuk thinking positively dan memulai untuk bikin next plans secara sistematis. Cause it’s the only way to wake someone up from emptiness. No pain no gain. Ya, gitu deh…

single is a very fabulous thing i’ve ever felt since i broke up with my ex. i can reach my goals higher than i’ve ever thought before. my life is now full of journeys to the brand new things which i’ve never learnt before. then, i realize that the key is in my head, in my mind. i have to be confidence when seizing my day. i have to consider that person is living for him/her own life, not anyone else. so i start to move on, straightly, fast, and hopefully to be tremendously successful. i love my life now. i love me. and  i hope you love yourself too…:)

life is full of pain
it’s unpredictable
you can’t run from it unless you die
nothing’s straight
but if it is, you might be pretending in your whole f***ing life